so much so for process. First project i am in i am back into some process that can be best described as fly by wire.....

Yuck! and to think i joined this mess to learn to better manage stuff......

yuck!!!

btw, why is it that life always seem to be smirking at me....

i mean at all phases of my life i was told to aim at something. having aimed at it and done that they said tut tut... but the thing you should actually do is something else....

like say doing well in college....

well if you did so then they said that wasn't the point....

the point is to get a good job and make money... but not enjoy mind you.....

i don't really see the point as to why i have to slog but never get to see the fun....